I’ve been thinking [ft. Mai SynthV]

I’ve been thinking of making original songs for a long time, but I always end up unsatisfied and end up editing them forever. So I challenged myself to make a short song in a short amount of time based on one of my ocs! (I wanted to post this before the year ended) Happy holidays! – Song by Hapcyon Vocals: Mai (Synthesizer V) Lyrics: I’ve been thinking A bit too much A bit too long Drifting through streets that haven’t decided if they belong Hollow promises blur out Borrowed names fill with doubt “I’m sorry” It’s easier to forget I don’t wanna be hated, but I hate myself I’m standing in place, but I can't stand long enough Why am I so weak? But honestly, it’s easier to just be lonely I can’t say much, it never comes out right It’s just too hard to try But even if this dream falls apart I can’t stop thinking, although I’ve been thinking a bit too much Why am I so weak? But honestly, it’s fine to feel lost and lonely It isn’t much, but it’s enough for now I can't do much, but I’ll keep falling down Even if I can’t touch a heart I want to say I tried