Lab Rat // An Xiao, Solaria, Kevin

apologies for the editing mistakes here i felt like sisyphus trying to export this fucking thing. i had to cut down SO many effects i wanted to add and in the end i had to export bits from the original project file in 2 minute segments and paste it together in another project file for it to export and U CAN DEFINATELY TELL WHERE THE CUTS HAPPEN AND IT PISSES ME OFF TO NO END. im so mad im switching editing programs as soon as this goes up but you know what i'm NOT mad at? THE BEAUTIFUL ART MY FRIEND THYME MADE FOR THIS VIDEO!!! these are the assets from the original song cuz genuinely i loved them so much i could not bring myself to replace them. check out my friend's content here!! [ https://linktr.ee/laggingthyme ] u can check out this song and the other songs on my album AUTISM WEED down below! bandcamp: https://carbonmonoxideco.bandcamp.com/album/autism-weed spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5R8oRdETIetxb9f6SdQkZ8 apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/autism-weed/1696282803 soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/monoxide-p/sets and if u would like to feel free to follow me on twitter! https://twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon ------------ [ Lyrics ] Oh I see you still have some questions about my methods, I promise your needs are considered under my wing, You'll be safe and sound, taken care of, all your needs met, Come on dont be shy, signing this form you won't regret I understand that this can be a tad overwhelming, But cross my heart it'll all be worth it in the ending, Ok god damn I get it, Give me that stupid paper If this is some sort of scam then- Glad we have a taker! Sorry I've been kind of distant, And a little inconsistent, I just don't quite feel all there yet I have the tendency to forget My memories rather hazy, Just not anything too crazy But I won't lie I see eyes Behind things i don't recognize God this is embarrassing Why the hell is this happening? Stuck in some weird purgatory I should've read the finer print My head isn't on my shoulders I can't feel time getting older Between minds I'm on the border My flesh, it can't get much colder Prepare It's a crucial Judgment Don't overthink I can Feel it getting Closer We're on the brink! Tamper minds, distort reality Playing god's never felt any better For the sake of humanity Please stay calm play front and center Tamper hearts, confuse morality Playing gods never felt so clever Selfless selfish identity Mission finished, free of error Ugh I feel like shit What was that bizarre nightmare? it felt much more real than it should when you compare I could say the same I had a similar encounter Wait who are you? What the fuck? Why are you in my head??? Why am I in your head??? Oh goddammit this is exactly what I needed I'm going off the rails 'guess working as intended Hey just hold on a moment Don't presume I'm guilty I'm not supposed to be here I'm as real as I can be So wait, let me get this straight you Signed off on some sketchy deal but As it turns out, you've revealed, You didn't read it, now you're here? I won't lie I won't contrive you Know I'm glad you're still alive but Now I'm caught up in this mess its Causing me a lot of stress Yeah that about sums it up You know I really fucked things up but You're trapped here against your will and That's somehow way worse then still We could find a way together To escape and make things better Die or run I choose the latter I still need to find an answer I know You see it as Cruel Don't ruin this It's my Magnum opus Blatant Blood-red thesis Tampered hearts escape reality Behind truth what you see is a monster Please look beyond morality Can't you see how much this matters? Tampered view rotten utility Its nonsense from what I could gather Sacrifice is necessary But does my perception matter? Ruined lives disturbed tenacity Playing god's never felt so bitter Doubts cloud my mind so selfishly I don't know why it feels so ugly Too caught up in faux heroism I should know that I've grown way too numb Blind-sighted by what was easy I realize I'm not what's holy ----------------------------------------------------- MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link