God Knows / Stardust, ANRI

ℋℯ𝓁𝓁ℴ 𝓋𝓇ℴ Yo I’m back with another oc song. The mv for this one took way too long and the song itself it was 100% written and produced during a huge burnout lol especially the lyrics show that. Publishing it anyway because it turned out OK. Consider this an early birthday gift from yours truly. School is killing me Document explaining the story behind Failure’s Concern (WIP): https://docs.google.com/document/d/11N7ZMaN1aFAu7HKhklHkVQsmqKWNAZKR5xho_FDCZTg/edit?usp=drivesdk Lyrics: “你的出生就是一种奖赏” they cheered, i didn’t get a single thing “发生了什么事？他怎么了？” if i can’t help it, i’ll just let it go oh, there’s something in the corner of my eye tears or blood, it’s streaming down my face oh, i find you were the apple of my eye only now that i’ve fallen in your embrace “他们不配拥有你, 请休息吧 “ i’m not that sweet summer wind in july 请留下 don’t let my dream go i’ll never be the girl you saw, so oh, there’s no way out anymore, my eyes all sore my throat burns and i might never find a way out oh, just please find me all beaten up like that once more so i can see your face, so pained, so worrisome the streets paint a beautiful crimson picture i wish you could see yourself with my eyes maybe that’s just the way i am, though we’re the same let this evening’s gods tell me shallow lies god knows how much i need you now show me how to get to your heart though it takes forever long i’m sure god knows i tried you know what pain i drag behind though i won’t admit i do the crimson lanterns darken as my heart intwines with yours 我每天都忍不住想起你 i hope you too sometimes remember me 谢谢大家的鼓励和祝福 after i’m gone, will you think of me too? oh, my 心, 在另一个世界… i will be leaving everything behind oh, even if i never return, 请 light a candle on my grave, 我最亲爱的 god knows how much i need you now show me how to steal your steel heart though it takes forever long i’m sure god knows i tried you know what pain i drag behind though please don’t admit you do the crimson lanterns darkened as my soul broke down anew two hearts, together, intertwined forever lost in pain but i’m sure your ache is no smaller than mine i’ll disappear into the night, alone again this 爱 you bring everywhere you go 谁比你更了解我? you’re the first one i truly know 死亡之光在召唤我 god knows how many years it took to get someone to love me too though i’ll be gone, i will return at this evening painted crimson god knows how much i need you so show me now that heart of yours ‘cause though it took forever long i’m sure god knows it’s true you know what pain i drag behind won’t you just admit you do? the crimson lanterns darkened as my soul broke down anew 我带着所有的罪孽消失了 farewell for now, but just when you need me 我会一直在你身后帮助你 i’ll come back someday, you’ll see