【ANRI】BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU 【SynthV Original】

a song about being in a toxic relationship and being aware of it, but enduring it to satisfy the other person and just for the sake of a relationship. sorry for the long break, i have a lot of songs i called "finished" but as time passed i thought they needed mastering. still haven't done that though. I have some songs that only need a MV so i might upload more soon but idk because my motivation lost with procrastination oh well anyways that's it, hope you like the song! Lyrics: that evening your grin seemed like a curse nocturnal lights omit my eyes in the woods i dance upon your loss feel thirst, i yearn for you to fall our vile promises make me want you more with a knife in my hand, let the servility end bring back all the words that you had to leave unsaid please don’t make us separate just yet now i’m better off without you and i cry out my own name ‘cause i fear i will forget it some other damn day i embrace the last moment i know of us together but the grip is too tight, and there’s a backstabber in sight now i’m better off without you, how frantic of me to think we could ever get along, we could get the chance to glimpse you still call me sweetheart, and i still call you dull now i'm very sure that i used to be a fool you showed me that i desire to become insanely subservient, your eerily loyal slave you brought back the words you could’ve left unsaid even after all you’ve done, i wish to stay beside please take me with you to the bottom of the world, to the bottom of your core i’m waiting to be unbearably deceased so i can scatter my needs now i’m better off without you so i should be quite okay but i fear you will return once more and leave me again i should toss the last souvenir i kept of us together but the grief is too tough so i still have it at my core now i’m better off without you and i cry out my own name ‘cause i fear i will forget it some other damn day i embrace the last moment i know of us together but the grip is too tight, and there’s a backstabber in sight now i’m better off without you, how frantic of me to think we could ever get along, we could get the chance to live you still call me sweetheart, and i still call you null my hollow vessel can’t withstand your soul