【DEX】 Scrumize / スクラマイズ 【English Cover】

hey guys throwback to 2017 when i was a w r e c k sorry for the bad quality- the original video downloaded in terrible quality so i tried matching it oof ummm well guess what haha i incorporated two other maretu songs within this one maretu song haha bet u can't guess the first one um this song is gucci and i am walmart but i tried my best uwu ok now lemme geek out about the song- aight so obviously there are many different translations for it. I started writing the lyrics before a new translation came out and some of the new lyrics were a bit uhhhh INTERESTINg. so I do believe this song is sung through the pov of a victim in some abusive relationship. the final lyrics from FreedomT1 sub's translation are "Before I realized it, my words had been cut. Such a pleasant and happy recoil from the shock of them being cut. Stop it, stop it, stop it, don't make me touch you there." BUT IN HAZUKI NO YUME'S TRANSLATION IT'S "In no time at all, comes a wadcutter bullet. How nice and pleasant, this Recoil Shock gun. Stop it, stop it, stop it, don't make me touch that thing." SO. I've decided this is one of two things: one, the victim is being raped at the very end. two, the victim eventually tries to defend theirself with a gun, but their inner thoughts are contradicting themselves and they don't really know what to do. so then I'd like to think that Koukatsu is tied to Scrumize in the sense that the victim ends up murdering their abuser. um so those are just my thoughts. i've got a feeling now that all of maretu's songs are tied together bfdsfajfagfaguf original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=caGr4pP6H50&t=7s also think i got the thumbnail from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qBYodbNGo0 (rly nice video btw) lyrics (only the scrumize ones :p) I've got mountains of words I wanted to say but instead I kept them sealed in my heart ‘Cause something's drowning me I'm not sure entirely but it’s flowing out of my shell Simply a bore Unfulfilled wishes I know Along with these murdered "hellos" And it helps me out to grow my self-loathing But don’t worry about me I’m just a loser, honestly They say be grateful for the real pleasant kicks they give at me There’s something dangerous I’m not sure entirely yet, but I know it’s following me I don’t even have an idea of who could’ve done this to me But I know someone’s always watching I've always stole all these useless words to say Many thanks to who just may tear apart and break my heart confidently Eavesdropping things I shouldn't know Let their secrets known, oh no! "Let's make a tragedy carved by our own hands, reach out and go!" But don’t you give a damn, it’s all gonna fix itself! (You see it rotting, don’t you?) I just can't smile It’s not a joke anymore My sense of reason’s detrimental Stop it, dear! Don’t come near, leave me here! Don’t look at me now while I’m in this state! All these relations- copy-pasted Try as I may, but only beaten At the least, at the least, the very least I want you to let me apologize for opening my mouth, spilling out all of these nightmares I live through! I've got mountains of questions I wanted to ask you but then I kept them sealed in my mind Though boring into me’s a hole right through the base of my heart I think I’m not really fine There’s no use keeping any of the dreams that I’ve dreamt Dirty, aged, half-baked- they won’t have survived anyway You should know by now I’m doing this all out of love Love, that’s right, ‘cause love is supposed to be fun after all All these stale, routine-forced invitations Some kind of hero of justice? Now don't make me laugh You're just acting like you know, stuck in your delusions Guess lending an ear and back was pointless in the end You sadist, shooting people down, listening to their screams! (A great performance indeed) They don't, (k)no(w) They don't matter! My sense of justice scorched black Oh, how will I ever get it back? So this and that… turned to this, and turned to that? So how did I end up with such a dilemma? Your deadly weapon just in my range Recoil from the shock of that thing Stop it dear, stop it dear, oh, can’t you hear? Stay off of me now, no, please don’t make me touch you there