トーラスと私 / 歌愛ユキ

お久しぶりです、ボカコレ2026冬ルーキーに投稿している曲です。 明るい曲を投稿するつもりが編曲がうまく行きませんでしたので、それはまた今度 例の如く作詞、作編曲は私でイラストは、にじジャーニーです It’s been a while. This is a song I’ve submitted to Vocaloid Collection 2026 Winter – Rookie. I originally planned to post a brighter track, but the arrangement didn’t quite come together, so I’ll save that one for another time. As usual, the lyrics, composition, and arrangement are by me, and the illustration was created with Nijijourney. 歌詞 目の中のもの君にあげる 優しくなれる涙ひとつ 抱えて歌えどアザミの棘 霧散して染み込む心の綿 「足りないといけない」と 取っておいた果実はもう有り余るほど 踏み場のない部屋 西から差し込む熱に溶かされていく 平行線見つめて七日目に気づく 永遠に続く感情の輪 臨界点に触れて何のために生きる 永遠に続く感情の輪 手の中の鼓動 君に触れる 優しく笑う何故か遠く 「伝えてしまえ」と歌ったとて 瓦解して突き刺す心の痣 平行線見つめて七日目に気づく 永遠に続く感情の輪 臨界点に触れて何のために生きる 永遠に続く感情の輪 平行線見つめて Lyric I place what lives behind my eyes in your open hands— one tear, clear enough to make us kind. It blooms like a thistle in the dark. Soft things remember how to bleed. By the time it reaches you it is already a splinter threading the quiet cotton of your chest. I saved fruit for the famine that never came. Now the room is swollen with sweetness, no floor left for my feet. The west window burns— evening pressing its warm palm against the walls. Parallel lines— I keep tracing them until the seventh day when they bend, unseen, into a ring. An endless ring. A finished infinity turning without asking why. My pulse walks through my fingers and enters you. You smile— but your eyes are parked somewhere distant, as if watching weather I cannot see. “Say it all,” I tell myself. But before the words find air they loosen, collapse like scaffolding, and the old bruise opens again. Parallel lines— never touching, yet somehow closing into a circle. I keep looking.