0TS / (Apropos of) Glass Pen ft. Kasane Teto & Adachi Rei

It's been nearly two years since I was that person. --- Music/Lyrics/Mix/Master ~ 0TS Tuning ~ ​⁠ ‪@Mage-P Art/Animation/Video ~ 0TS Vocals ~ Kasane Teto UTAU & Adachi Rei C+V ---- I’m made of useless inequalities and inference I’m never knowing where I’ve gone and seen or who I’ve been I’ve lost the plot, amounting thoughts of friends as enemies I don’t know if this me is right, if it deserves to live I can’t keep moving with this shrouding doubt I try to fight But it consumes my waking thoughts and stalks me every night It’s always telling me to run from something lovely, I don’t think it’s like me to try Please give me something new to write my eulogy with Please let me make the ending to this story, give a beautiful gift Please let me comprehend what I’ll never perceive The words of those with me that I’ll never read Please understand there’s shards of glass on every inside Please don’t ever forgive the me who’s trying to hide Please give me a little time, I just need a little time I just need a little time, I just need a little time, I just need a little– Coursing through me’s an emergent urgent sense of dread I can’t keep thinking ‘bout the thoughts inside a million heads Just like stars they’re beating, beaming, screaming as they die Like a supernova, bloody in a shiny sky Coursing through me’s an emergent urgent sense of dread As divergent words are surging through a level head I’ll write these thoughts, so lost, contorting through a glass pen Like a chorus, red abhorrence rains from overhead Ah I don’t wanna hurt you, don’t wanna leave you I’m always here, always here for you Singing na, na na, na na na, na na, na na Na, na, na na, na, na, na, na, na na na, na na, na na na, na na, na na Na, na, na na, na, na, na, na, na Please give me something new to write my eulogy with Please let me make a universe where nothing hurts and silence persists Please call me credible so I can explain with words falling empty in every space, and Thank you for the time we spent exploring a dream, and Thank you for the pressure, my discretion has a virtuous gleam Thank you for trying, but I’m just a little lost I am just a little lost, and I’m lost in front of you, It’s my ugly, shameful truth Coursing through me’s an emergent urgent sense of dread I can’t keep thinking ‘bout the thoughts inside a million heads Just like stars they’re beating, beaming, screaming as they die Like a supernova, bloody in a shiny sky I don’t deserve this world, without me it would be the same I’ll collect your worries, tears and sins, and take the blame After all, I’m nothing more than just a sore machine Doubt kills the flower, growing sour, on the side of me How can I be all you need? I’m weak, but I'll take it on the chin and wear it You can’t see beneath the skin, but surely you’re curious to see what lies within Break me in ---- MY TWITTER ~ https://x.com/0TSXL MY COMMUNITY DISCORD ~ https://discord.gg/CEMYhbRaZG SUPPORT ME ~ https://ko-fi.com/0tenshi BANDCAMP LINK ~ https://0tenshi.bandcamp.com/track/apropos-of-glass-pen LISTEN TO MACHINA MORI NOW ~ https://ffm.to/machina-mori ---- Though I'm weak, I'll always be here for you.