contortion of my autonomy ft. Kevin [SynthV Original]

y'know, i can't call myself a good person sort of sequel to The Leash, but from the other point of view. (yeah, sorry for reupload but i just needed to make this thing better) spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/1UNQcMj8wdR6C0ANEYdwBy?si=SLn-JbgTTNuMd83Y4UNLvQ SVP, WAV, INST and other goods are here https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Q4WEsas3S_642Jo5sUjZUYdKgrsZ2ib9?usp=sharing lyrics: Leave the cuts, right down my throat And Suffocate me with your love I want your touch no matter what The rope will break my neck will crack The bugs and maggots eat my flesh I toss and turns my head will thresh Against the pavement down the road I wish I wasn't never born! My skin is loose I feel it deep There's something lives in me and creeps I feel it near, I feel in me Amalgamate atrocities I'd bury deep my self control If I had something worthy or I'd give my eyes a better view Of someone who's worthy to... Be around, I'd love to feel A human touch, a human heat I'd love to be the one who's near Not someone's skin you want to peel I'd mold myself the way you like My nervous system shutting down I feel my body's shaking hard, Open my eyes, can't seem to find I want to feel disgust of me! (of me!) To hate the inners of my plea, love (my love!) Despise the way I act or born To feel the shame, to feel the scorn! (feel the shame!) I want you to distort my mind To feel no shame, to have no mouth! (i have no mouth!) I want to have no eyes or teeth To never bite, to never see! I want to feel the guilt of way (you sure?) That I exist, the way I play The role I made up on my own To fool you out, to be unknown (no one knows.) I'd throw away my consciousness To feel the numb to feel weakness (i'm weak!) I want you to take over me To break my legs, to share my pain I want you to contort my limbs (just break me please!) To make them wrong, to make me feel How body works when it's been torn No need to hide your inner mourn (mourn!) Destroy my mind, can't seem to find Any clue of what i've been through Blurry vision from my tears i cannot hide from my own fears I hope i'd die from knife or worse ( i wanna die!) My stomach turns, my breaths are hoarse (don't wanna try!) I want to smile out of fear! (out of fear!) To feel the joy, distorted, clear! They look at me, abnormal thing (abnormal!) Expressions I don't think I feel Expressions I don't think I know (yeah, i don't know!) Expressions I don't think i'd mourn #vocaloid #synthesizerv #synthv #vocalsynth #kasaneteto #kevin #teto