Sugar-Coated Two-Face (Ft. Asterian) [SynthV Original Song]

WOAHHH!!! I wrote this song during stressful stuff, This song and it's video was pretty experimental and me trying to improve at mixing, instrumentals, while also deciding to try a different approach at guitars. I think I did pretty well with this, actually. I think it's time I share what this song is about, it got over 5K views THANK YOUUU This song is about having separated/divorced parents, each of them try to make themselves look the the better one, but they're both flawed. So then theres venting about parents and their actions. An example displayed is when you make a mistake or do something they simply don't like, and they make a whole scene out of it. Then when you try to confront them, they twist the story to make it sound not-as-bad, and then immediately try to do something with you. it leaves the singer confused, not understanding or knowing who's the bad guy in the situation, so over and over, the singer blames themself for how their parents treat them. It makes the singer feel bad about saying what troubles them. This song also has BPD splitting in it, i'll explain another day Thank you so much, again and always, for supporting me and my content :D ♡ ————————— ♡ CREDITS: Music, video, tuning, lyrics: Saturn Candies Art: Uptown-P ♡ ————————— ♡ LINKS: Instrumental, SVP, stem: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1-oehRSSBJWbBfrdYa0BET-p6I8g8mpcg?usp=sharing ♡ ————————— ♡ LYRICS: It’s been years and I’m still here, but nothing ever changes fear One looks mad and one looks glad, but soon it switches, it’s that bad! Walking on the storyline and picking up what’s good to know Now don’t be shy, let all your true colors show It’s been hard to sleep or breathe, oh lord, please take my soul with ease Don’t you feel a bit of pain, with me, it’s all you have to gain! Brought me out into the world, I tripped and fell, begin the show I’ll go and cry, somebody has gotta know Is there a solution to be found? I’ve been lost and my heart goes on to pound Tell me if it’s the other way around After all, someone has to make a sound I’ll cross my heart and hope to die that everything you say ’s a lie Back and forth ’s like south and north, it’s always been the same! Run to the different parts of hell, from behind the walls, I peak It doesn’t matter who is there, cause each of them’s a two faced freak Happy that it’s over, then it breaks apart, soon to restart Bribe me so that I forget, but nothing can change your intent It hurts thinking of the fact that I’ll never be home again But I won’t cry, some things I don’t wanna know Safety has abandoned me, i’ll walk these roads all on my own All these bruises in my brain, but why do I still entertain? None of them can prove themselves as stable, that they’re not a risk And here I cry, maybe they don’t have to know There is no solution to be found Stuck at home and I sit here on my own Maybe it’s been the other way around Mix my mind, now I’ll never make a sound I keep a smile on my face to put them at ease Keep it all under locks and keys They say I’m a brat when I feel like that Don’t you see? You’re both just the same! Suddenly I see, it’s when I come around Why am I in pain when I set off the rain? They are the adult, it’s always been my fault! I know it’s a shame, their hate’s on me to blame So cross your heart and hope to die that everything I say ‘s a lie! Back and forth ‘s like south and north, it’s driving me insane! Run to the different parts of hell, from inside these walls, I shriek It doesn’t matter who is there, I’m nothing but a two faced freak ♡ ————————— ♡ MY CARRD: https://thesaturncandies.carrd.co/# ♡ ————————— ♡ DO NOT MAKE MONITIZED REPOSTS OF MY SONGS DO NOT REPOST MY SONGS TO OTHER WEBSITES