Parasitic Delusion【SynthV Original Song Ft. Mai】

waiter! waiter! more evil and fucked up women please! ok the long awaited split delirium remake is here ok. i was gonna wait until its 2 year anniversary but i could not be assed + i have like 15 unfinished attempts of this song in my files and i finally got it to sound good so i wasnt gonna pass up this opportunity. also fun fact i started this like 2 weeks ago and got like half way through before i had a holiday to turkey for like a week which really messed up my flow. i was in the zone and then unfortunately i had to go play in the pool and go to parties and drink cocktails and like 15 coffees per day. sigh. my life sucks !!! (joking it was very fun im only mentioning it because i wanna share my joy) i only returned home yesterday so instead of relaxing and sleeping i decided to finish this entire song in one day. because im normal. and i wanted to get it out of the way so i can sleep tomorrow instead ! (original version.. by the way.. ok https://youtu.be/4QiVhTekFDw?si=OHOIo6-GuxG3R31V) ok rant hashtag over. lyrics... Serious and stoic Positively boring Skin all riddled Rife with scars Is beauty at its finest Fear, I feel, is useless When I'm naught but perfect With a brain so mushy soft Your muscles weak and pliant Find me in a field Named something slow and faint Feel my skin on yours Endless corruption dance Balancing on thin white glass Heed my words I'll show you feelings You've never felt before Pure submission to a being So parasitic Call me names They've only heard of In ancient scripts and texts Burrowed deep in the cerebrum I couldn't care less So parasitic I couldn't care less Are you made of clay or Are you made of rubber? Are you biological or Are you something lesser? Do you wish to leave me Broken, battered, bloody Will you spare some kindness, boy Let me continue feasting And embrace the gift of compliance Celebrate the way that you lose your head Nothing that you say could convince me that You are not a host of mine Come on, be a host of mine Serious and stoic Positively boring Skin all riddled Rife with scars Is beauty at its finest Fear, I feel, is useless When I'm naught but perfect With a brain so mushy soft Your muscles weak and pliant I'll fix you up Like something precious Then cut you down to size Telling you it's all my loving A two-faced candour Christen me and Say you trust me Despite my quarter-truths So I'll never understand why You keep on whining A two-faced candour You keep on whining Your defiance Plagues me, honey A sickly final cry Something that could almost make me Think this is cruelty Yet I know much Better than a Hollowed out skeleton Rest your eyes and learn that, really, You shouldn't fear me Heed my words I'll show you feelings You've never felt before Pure submission to a being So parasitic Call me names They've only heard of In ancient scripts and texts Burrowed deep in the cerebrum I couldn't care less So parasitic I couldn't care less ~~~~~~~~ inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/45wkq4fvr00bwaj/shitstain+(5).mp3/file sc: https://on.soundcloud.com/CKRRMjAGU76knG54A