[SynthV Original] rehashing my goodbyes [Eleanor Forte]

thank you everyone lyrics + offvocal download: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/3/folders/1LbR_sagnp9YODZt-mw9qZmi6uGukJHHg lyrics: it's always a hassle trying to keep in touch always wondering if youve forgot me all this time ive been having these feelings inside and i wonder if you would understand standing there, shaking in the cold wind ive been waiting for you for so long collapsing with my feet feeling weak i wonder if i should say goodbye goodbye, farewell now these feelings arent reaching you i cant even utter out a single thing, am i just helpless now? this world hasn't forsaken me i wonder if you can hear my voice a song cant resound without its lyrics so, do you feel afraid? it will be fine... i always feel like i shouldnt show my face i dont want to be in anyones memory the only person i'll ever show myself to will be only you since you understand i dont think i was meant to be here born into this world, i can only live the air has me feeling nauseous i wonder if nows a good time to depart when i woke up that morning, i saw you there it wasnt a dream seeing you sparked a feeling that i havent felt in so long now, i can only think about you, the person who brought life into me loving you is like loving a grand holy spirit this world hasn't forsaken me i wonder if you can hear my voice a song cant resound without its lyrics so, do you feel afraid? it will be fine...