0TS / TIRE GRAVE ft. GUMI

Music/Mix/Master ~ 0TS Lyrics/Concept ~ 0TS & stationedhere Tuning ~ ​⁠ @Mage-P Illust ~ ​⁠stationedhere Video ~ stationedhere Vocals ~ GUMI SV2 ---- You’re the only one I know that would start a thousand wars to secure your eternal satisfaction Each and every ounce of blame every move you’ve ever made enhances the status quo’s disturbance Though you keep your burdens close, Where you ebb, you never flow You replace without ever being certain If you knew that it was wrong why’d you tear me to the ground Was there ever a reason why you did it all? You broke free of your past from a wall of choker chains With Icarus’s hand you had touched the sun It looked just like yourself As you turned your back and fell your reverie was shattered, and yet you still pointed fingers everywhere If you felt shame, it must have been the fault of someone else You were burning, but when all’s said and done You were not the only one Give me a sign that you’ll loosen up your iron grip I don’t wanna be the martyr anymore I can’t remember what it’s like to put up a fight or to do what’s right for me ‘Cause when all that you believed is a lie Oh, no one’s there to care or understand you when you cry I try to tell myself you're good on the inside I try to tell myself there's more than what meets the eye I try to tell myself it's not lack of foresight but you just take-take-take it further, deeper, evermore I helped you through each blurry night I kept you going, held you tight Maybe I got what was coming Tearing down the road to your barren, empty home I plucked each shard and poisoned thorn from everything that you abhorred I gave up all that I had to settle all your scores But you only ever wanted more! ONE MISTAKE MULTIPLIES OVER TIME LIKE A HOMESICK CHILD GROWING SICKER IN YOUR MIND THIS IS WHO YOU ARE “THIS IS WHAT I AM” THIS IS WHO YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN TRY AND SHAKE IT IF YOU CAN! YOU HEARD MY PLEAS, YOU SAID THAT YOU’D CHANGE BUT YOU’RE PRAYING EVERY SECOND TO REMAIN AT CENTER STAGE THE CONSEQUENCES DON’T EXIST IF YOU KEEP RUNNING TO THE NEXT! PEOPLE ARE MALLEABLE SO COME, BEND US DOWN COME, BEND US DOWN DOWNWARD, DOING WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU IS ALL THAT YOU CAN DO THEN YOU’LL MOVE ON TO SOMEONE ELSE BABY, YOUR GRAVITY WORKS IN REVERSE YOU LOVE LIKE A SIREN AND GNAW AT MY CORPSE YOU REVEL IN CHAOS AND CLAIM ITS REWARDS MAYBE ALL I WAS TO YOU WAS JUST A WHORE When we were hand in hand I was naive and unwise You just needed me to wait and so I listened while you cried: “I just need a little time, I just need a little time, I just need a little time, I just need a little time” Give me a sign that I’m not making a grave mistake but you let me go the moment I held on I can’t remember what it’s like to– I can’t remember what it’s like to put up a fight or to do what’s right for me ‘Cause when all that you believed is a lie Oh, who’s to say tomorrow’s love won’t soon be nullified? I try to tell myself you're good on the inside I try to tell myself there's more than what meets the eye I try to tell myself it's not lack of foresight but you just drive-drive-drive it further in the ground ( You'll be off to “love” again, and again, and again, and again) OH, THE LOOK IN HER EYES WHEN SHE BROKE ME DOWN YEAH, IT TOLD ME I NEEDED TO GO AND SHE BARELY ACKNOWLEDGED WHAT SHE TOOK FROM ME, OH, DID SHE EVEN KNOW? (and again, and again, and again, and again) AND HER WORDS, WHAT SHE DID AND SAID AND THE FEAR AND THE DREAD AND THE PAIN AND THE TEARS, SHE WAS BARELY HERE WHEN SHE TIED ME TO THE CURB AGAIN BUT AT THE CRESCENDO, I NEVER WANTED IT TO END! I LOVED YOU EVEN WHEN I REALIZED YOU HAD LEFT ME FOR DEAD, AND I LOVED YOU WHEN YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE SCARED TO BE FRIENDS DON’T YOU KNOW I WOULD HAVE STAYED THERE IF YOU KNEW WHAT IT MEANT TELL ME, IF IT’S NOT ON PURPOSE, WHY’D YOU DO IT AGAIN? ---- MY TWITTER ~ https://x.com/0TSXL SUPPORT ME ~ https://ko-fi.com/0tenshi LISTEN TO MACHINA MORI NOW ~ https://ffm.to/machina-mori ---- This is by far the most angry song I've ever made. Here's to never feeling like this again, and here's to a future with love that lasts. ----- INSTRUMENTAL DOWNLOAD https://drive.google.com/file/d/1mTc047u_qOT4KQ6RAIhCCRqS-lE2VSFP/view?usp=sharing