0TS / Positive Result ft. Adachi Rei

MACHINA MORI // TRACK 12 I'm so so honored to have directed a project as incredible as this. I hope you enjoy my contribution. It is a little bit strange. ---- Music/Lyrics/Mix ~ 0TS Master ~ @JamiePaigeIRL Illust/Video ~ Olaylien (‪@olaylien ) Vocals ~ Adachi Rei, Urchin, Ay Tenshi, Tadayone Yume, Miyamai Moca, Otomachi Una ADACHI REI EN ARPAsing voice referencing ~ Wormwood ---- “I don’t think I’m gonna make it” With an ardent voice, I scream it Even though I cannot sense it I can tell that my cells are revolting Turning paradigms to sickness Felt only by these hands of mine It's time, oh, it's time to prepare for the angels to cry for the one they won't receive I am all alone with my heart at stake I will hold my breath as it palpitates Even if I pray for a slow decay I am gonna be Be alone again (It doesn't seem to make a difference, ahhh, ahhh!) I can't halt the fear To appreciate everything I seem seem to have today (Now I am contorting wildly, feelings clashing, overwhelming) And I can't control what's controlling me and living while I'm dying every day (Understanding math so vague, I graph a picture of a morbid day) With a fear that lasts an eternity, counting one, two, three, to the metronome of destiny In love with earthly frequencies, the ripping sound of frantic waves It's growing, flowers exploding, round and round, they're breathing, eating me alive Even if I wanna break away, the sirens, gnawing at my chest, will feast upon this heart today, oh I CAN'T BREATHE, NO, THEY'RE RACING AFTER ME, THE SOUNDS, THE SIGHTS, MY MEMORIES, SO WITH A TAINTED REASONING, PLEASE, GET ME, GET ME OUT OF HERE, I– BECOMING ONE WITH THE SOIL AND THE DIRT, OH, THE WORMS AND ALL THE PARASITES WILL EAT ME FOR DESSERT! LETTING GO AND LETTING BLOOD CAN NEVER BE REHEARSED OH, YOU KNOW I'M GONNA CLAIM THAT I'M ONLY GETTING WORSE! Can't you answer me those looking down on me? This survival rate forever it is plummeting These statistics aren't re-re-reassuring me, I'm Losing all control, Losing all control, Heal me please Just breathe… Believe… With a fear that lasts an eternity, counting one, two, three, to the metronome of destiny Within these earthly frequencies, I'm seeking answers endlessly Just give me a sign, that this feeling's gonna end ‘Cause the world never pauses for the cowardly It pushes past the plagued and pageless poet’s elegies But after all, the only person that's without disease is only six feet deep (Good things come to those who wait, beauty and grace) With a fear that lasts an eternity, counting one, two, three, as the world I know is crumbling In love with earthly frequencies, the ripping sound of frantic waves, my God If you just listened then you'd know this feeling’s eating me alive! (Don't try to fight what you can't see!) Even if I wanna break away, the sirens, gnawing at my chest, will feast upon this heart today, oh BRACING FOR IMPACT, WHAT’S REAL IS PLAIN TO SEE “THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST PROTECTING ME” THE BIBLIOCLAST TO MY OWN STORY And I can't remember what it's like to put up a fight or to do what's right for me cause when all that you believe is a lie oh, no one's there to care or understand you when you cry I DON'T THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT OUT WITH AN ARDENT VOICE I SCREAM IT LOUDER AND LOUDER I'M PLEADING FOR A SLOW DECAY THE RESULTS OF THIS TEST OF FATE ARE- ---- INSTRUMENTAL & UST DOWNLOAD ~ https://drive.google.com/drive/u/3/folders/1BazcA3inZtmXwXuTx_xIZCTnXuRaRH0- ---- SUPPORT MECHANICAL GIRL ~ https://mechanicalgirl.jp/ MY TWITTER ~ https://x.com/0TSXL OLAYLIEN'S TWITTER ~ https://x.com/Olaylien JAMIE PAIGE'S TWITTER ~ https://x.com/pamiejaige SUPPORT ME ~ https://ko-fi.com/0tenshi SUPPORT MACHINA MORI ~ https://x.com/AdachiAlbum LISTEN TO MACHINA MORI NOW ~ https://ffm.to/machina-mori