[Vocaloid Original] death division [Kagamine Rin English]

offvocal and lyrics link (-u-)~ https://drive.google.com/drive/u/2/folders/1LbR_sagnp9YODZt-mw9qZmi6uGukJHHg lyrics: compare me to the people that you've lost, keep comparing me to the people that you hate. i'm being tormented with things i'm not good at, i'm tired of giving a fuck, i just wanna have fun. and you still wonder why i feel so useless, telling me that i'm not doing my best effort. i'm sick and tired of the voices in my mind, just fucking hang me already, for all i care. directed to you, and you, it's all the same old shit. today, and yesterday, now i'm at my limit. disregard my feelings, disregard what i could do, i always have to fucking listen to you, huh!? i can't even do anything for myself anymore. today, yesterday, tomorrow, and so on, i look for reasons to live on... a useless girl cries in an upside down world today, a broken heart thats starting to wither away, there isn't even a point to this anymore... sulking, breaking, whining, yelling, shouting, screaming, dying, an unheard voice breaks in the distance... slowly, my mind kills each part of me, my memories are deepened with blurriness. is this really my fate? when will it be the end? the future and today will become the same thing... "you're being lazy, you're being a goddamn slob, you're not doing anything i'm telling you to do!" i just want to choke myself in pain and anger, your voice still echoes in my mind, to this day... directed to you, and you, it's all the same old shit. today, and yesterday, now i'm at my limit. the things that you want to do, the things that bother you, throw them all away, there's no point anymore to it! ...except, i just wish we could live in a world just like that.. waking up, going places, sleeping, nightmares, it repeats over and over... an unfortunate death division will start to happen, the future and the past will start to connect, my mind is bleeding, this feeling won't go away... no matter how much i whine, complain, scream, and shout for you, it still just won't stop, it's hopeless... disregard my feelings, disregard what i could do, i always have to fucking listen to you, huh!? i can't even do anything for myself anymore. today, yesterday, tomorrow, and so on, i look for reasons to live on... a useless girl cries in an upside down world today, a broken heart thats starting to wither away, there isn't even a point to this anymore... sulking, breaking, whining, yelling, shouting, screaming, dying, an unheard voice breaks in the distance...